Later 150ville

HELLO 140 VILLE WOOOOHOOO i am the lowest i have ever been this journey i am feeling so GREAT !! so my next stop is 145 HERE I COME !!!!
as for the TT i am feeling wonderful my aug goal is to jog a full 2 miles and then work on speed :) WOOOT !!

Can't see ME FOR ME

It sucks yes i have lost so much weight(121 lbs) but i can't see me for me i feel like that fat girl i have been for 30 + yrs !??!!? i put on my Bikini today and walked out side i FEARED i was going to SCARE that daylights out of someone :( i then thought it would be cool to POST on FB WHAT for that BRIEF second i felt GOOD !! then i thought AMY WTF !?!!?!?!? are you thinking DELETE it and FAST so i did GAH why can't i feel good in my own skin i know my tummy needs work but it will be fixed SOOOO Then will i feel better ????

Almost 6wk ..... WOOOHOOO

today i hit 11 lbs Loss since my Surgery Date !!! i am so excited i really think that having this done gave me back the spark i needed to get to my goal weight !!!
1st stop is 149 i can't wait to see that # !!!
today was day 2 of my getting speed back right now i am only running every other day i do get tired really fast when i jog so takin it really slow !!

5wks DOWN and Jogged ..

SLOW mite i add but i jogged the whole time i wanted to see how my body would react like swelling and all so far so good !!

THE SCAR.........

Ok so i relized in MOST pics i HIDE my scar so here it is well half of it in all IT's GLORY

i am feeling GREAT i get down at times where it sucks !!! i can't wait till i can get the revision done !!

4WKS DOWN !!

I am feeling so good NO pain at all SLEEPING great Drian FREE !! ( one drian Hole is still Leaky ) but over all i am feeling GREAT ! if i have my binder off to long my Muscle repair does get sore i still get tired faster but ... that to will all get better !! i am up to walking 3miles wooohooo it is hard to jog in my binder i am all stiff and tight lol so i think if i get to remove it a bit on wk 6 i will try to jog more :)

23 DPO ........... AND ..........

The Drian is GONE not so sure it was a good thing i should have kept it a while longer but today i woke up went for a walk and just added a little jog in there but there was also hills in this walk with it being longer so not sure where i messed up at lol but ...i got home was taken off my clothes to see my drian didn't have any thing at the top so i moved it stuff moved inside so i though oh must have had a kink in it while i was walking with the shorts i had on till i took them off and there was drianage all over YIKES what happend pulled my drian out to see it was full of air so i tried to squeeze it where the drian would then start to suck yuck back out welllll that didn't work i tried a few more time and thought OH what the heck i am pulling it out so i did it has been leaking bad today and i HOPE i don't get any fluid bulid up for i call my dr and all should be ok :) so YA YAYAY drian FREE and to celebrate here is a pic